What do we live for? Like, I live, just because I just don’t want to die yet. There is no real meaning to live unless we have a goal, or a dream. Apparently, I have no goals, no dream, i just live each day as it passes. I suddenly feel like such a loser =_= I remember Lawrence telling me that it is a must to have a goal, to have a dream to pursue. But honestly, i just don’t have one. I wonder if its abnormal rofl; i hope Riverwalk really gets enbloc-ed like real soon. then my parents would have the money to send me to SJSU or something xD i just want to get out of singapore :/ i’m gonna get out of here. even my dad is already away, like, he doesn’t want to come back anymore. he didnt even really bother when he didnt vote during the elections recently, and would get his voting rights revoked (?), plus my mother’s ones too, lol; he said, “nevermind, don’t care” that kind of thing =___= i wonder if it was because of this i’m partially influenced. but SG really sucks. i’m happy tho, (not because i’m in SG obviously), but, i feel LOVED! its a nice feeling to know that someone loves you Untill I can return to today’s road
I want to be wrapped up in your smile
As my sneakers get dirty, I hum a little song
I think about being with you as I look at the stars
I started to cry as I thought about
the things I could be doing right now
In order to deliver this wish
I need something more than words or thoughts
In order to smile tomorrow
I need to believe every day
during the cold mornings and afternoon rains
It’ll be fun as long as you’re here
But untill I can travel to see you
I’ll just continue this dream
The small difference resulting from quarrels
If I just understand them, my chest will warm up
In the orange twilight, I call out your name
If eternity is somewhere, it’s right here
I want to stop and see you
before I run too far
This moment, the world is vast
and being together would be a miracle
But because you’re always in my memories
I never have to feel alone
Many seasons may pass, but you’ll
be connected to my heart
When I sleep, and when I wake up
I’ll see you, as my dream continues
When I cry, and when I’m happy
it would feel so good to be with you
But untill I can travel to see you
I’ll just continue this dream for sure…
Many seasons may pass, but you’ll
be connected to my heart
When I sleep, and when I wake up
I’ll see you, as my dream continues
 
 
 
